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wisdom teeth extraction [25 Feb 2007|11:42am]
now i look like quagmire.


GIGGIDY GIGGIDY GOO!
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i have to go pee [21 Feb 2007|07:01pm]
so, like, i still wish i had something deep and interesting to read,
but i don't even have friends on eljay anymore, so i can't really complain.


school sucks, i'm really tired of working on homework.
you know? yeah.

i heard apples are negative calories. it doesn't really matter to me, i just like them.


ANIMAL CROSSING
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HA, what a failget/ [19 Feb 2007|11:24pm]
i totally lied last year and said i was off of hiatus.

whatever.





shit sucks when you're sober.


balls. i like themCollapse )

shit sucks when you have to lie to make people happy.


i'm tired of trying to be poetic or artsy or some crap like that. i'm not. i know that now. this is me.

in love with myself, although not really. i'm still aware that my pretty face is only for pictures, HA. love who i pretend to be and that's all you'll ever need of me.
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COLLEGE [31 Jan 2006|08:41pm]
i'm pretty angry.


i'm not allowed out of state?


guess i have to stay in california.


damn. i really wanted to go to new jersey.
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what a sad update. [26 Jan 2006|08:46pm]
WOOHOO UPDATING!


i am super grounded, but not really but i am.

uhhh what else


:| i have a best friend again.
you see the kind of neutral but more on the sad side face?
it is because my best friend makes me sad all the time and makes me laugh until i cry
and sometimes makes me feel a little weird by looking into my eyes too intensely.


when my friends go off campus, i am saddened, because i hate going off campus
because i'm lazy. and then i look at who did not go off
and i think that i have no friends. :[

and then i got an ugly haircut.
because i dont wan't people being sad about their layouts.

yeah. i'm a little sad.



i'd like to be absent
and go outside one day and just lay in the grass with my music
and stare into the sky and pretend i have no responsibilities.
not by myself, though. with someone. just to have the presence of them.


i enjoy being in the presence of people in general. in silence.
occasionally looking at each other, smiling, but still in silence.
talking is.. much too hard, nowadays.


and none of my friends except looney use eljay.
i must be a loser.
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[02 Nov 2005|07:40pm]
ARGHGHGHAKFJA;FIGOHASFG


I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU


not really I HATE YOU I HATE HOW YOUR HAIR IS UGLY SOMETIMES GODDD


I HATE YOU
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[20 Oct 2005|10:53pm]
I AM SO TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING SHIT,


SO STOP BEING A RETARDED ASSFUCK AND DIE.





fucking a, i'm so nice.
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[17 Sep 2005|10:21pm]
I think I am going to eventually resort to drugs.




Because I can't think straight.
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Hey, so. [09 Sep 2005|11:00pm]
My birthday is tomorrow. (September 10th)

So, I went to a Korean-owned Japanese-themed restaurant. It's really odd to hear cheesy typical 80s music and then all of a sudden, "FOREVER LOVE, FOREVER DREAM, KONO MAMAAA~"

Dear.
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Officially off of hiatus. [05 Sep 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | nonchalant ]

So, I will post pictures and upload shiet. Yeah. 'Cause I'm a niggacool person like that.

Oh, I've been getting into K-Pop like crazy. That's the road you follow. From J-Rock to K-Pop, yeah?


Well, I had better developments with K-Pop, everyone surrounding me can understand it. Pfffft~

Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Pictures x4Collapse )

Downloads? :| Screw you guys, you get no downloads. JAYKAY, MO'F'CKAS.
Downloads of K-Pop (the genre) x3 :OCollapse )

Uhh.. about my life.
MASSIVE ELJAY CUT!Collapse )
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JKDADSDKJ;FAS [04 Sep 2005|11:08pm]
AM I OFF HIATUS??



Indeed, I am.


Yeah. I should, like, post pictures, write a really long update, upload some shit, whatever.


But you know which of those I'm going to do?


None of them. YEAHHHH G-SPOOOT

[/le spazmgaz]
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[30 May 2005|11:45pm]
no, actually, i'm pissed because i believe everything you say without any form of distrust or suspicion.



taking a break from lj. should have said something sooner.
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[19 Apr 2005|06:48pm]
Hahha. Whoa. Haven't updated this shit in like, forever.


Don't comment. This is, like, a test post, kinda.
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[19 Apr 2005|06:46pm]
HAHA WHOAAAAAA.

Haven't updated in FOREVER.



Sorry.



Don't comment. Cool.


I'm being serious when I say "don't." Yeah. I just wanted to update.
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:| [20 Mar 2005|08:04am]
Yeah. I don't know. As much as I disliked Xanga, I started using it again.

That, and Nettiez. :O
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[27 Feb 2005|04:50pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Yeahhhhh~ so yesterday was Ronnie's birthday. Happy 16th, you ghey oldass.

I swear, the whole day dragged on and on until, like, 4:45.

Yeah. So. I went. And. Yeah. Who was there? Ahhh... Ronnie (duh), James, Linda, Monica, Mimi, Mike, Rosemary, and Jaesik.
Here's the select pictures of the party; a majority of the space taken on my camera was by videos. :O If you'd like to see them, IM me or something rather.Collapse )

There were some things said that I wish I got on tape. Jaesik is quite the humorous man. Rosemary's actually rather pretentious, but you wouldn't really know that unless you said something to her first.

Yep. 'Kay. Fun times.

Yeah. I talked to someone a few days ago. I wish I had someone like him all the time; it's so hard not being close to any of my parents, being an only child, so on and so forth. It's almost as if there's no one to fall back on, like, I have no real foundation for a lot of things. It's, like, when I talk to him, I can talk to him without having to think. Well, not without having to think, just. . . I know I can tell him anything without him being biased.

More mindless praise and self-deprecationCollapse )

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fhqwghadsfdjas [25 Feb 2005|07:45pm]
Whoa. Brendan's mom is SO COOL.





Yeah, okay. Fuck. I hate being an only child.
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Yeppp. [14 Feb 2005|09:17pm]
:] I felt like sharing some random crap that I find in forums like Soompi and solid07.

Type: ZIP file
Size: 43 MB
Content: :O KPop.
Download.Collapse )
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[FIGURE;]'s song. [12 Feb 2005|06:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

[FIGURE;]'s "3-4x go-round"
click me

Yep.

There are no words to express my feelings towards this song.

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fdakasf [01 Feb 2005|10:32pm]
[ mood | like lying down ]

Yeah, okay, so today was decentthe most retarded day I've had at Valencia, so far. I really can't think of a time in which I'd been ridiculously angry and awkward for the whole time. -______-
cut for people who don't really care :O and pic x2Collapse )</ circumlocution></ awkward></ hint>
Yeah. I'm much too audacious when it comes to boys. Puahaha. It's fine, though.

Yeah. Okay. Whatever.

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[31 Jan 2005|12:14am]
[ mood | wonderful ]

Haha, thanks for giving me a 15 minute lecture on wasting time, Mom. Now I have 15 minutes less to do my lab! :]

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[23 Jan 2005|06:11pm]
[ mood | in the mood to read newspapers ]

yeah. you're not going to want to read it since it's not jrock or jpop related.Collapse )

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HAHAHA JIGGA CAME BACK [06 Jan 2005|03:23pm]
uhhhh, kay so she (beambitious) came back from texas and i was like YOU MUST COME TO MY WINDOW so she did and we chilled.

then i downloaded this thing with like, little jpop idols grinding on each other and stuff, it's great, they're wonderful young japanese boys GRINDING.
it makes your brain work like fjadkflaskfjalf/

okay, so that was chill. then we just screwed around some more, like we normally do and then i went to her house and i watched like EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD THERE and then she was like WE MUST WATCH THIS so i said, "well, hokay." and it was this HORRID HORRID korean drama with so many misunderstandings and omg it was horrid. those damn koreans. :D truthfully, though, it was quite good. and i had my fucktard translate everything kahaha.

uhhh then i went in her room and watched, like, the first few minutes of beck which was really gheytarded, but, uhh, that guy with the afro's hilarious.

-off topic but I HAVE A 3.5 TT_TT I'M SO HAPPY-

uh~ then she fell asleep while i was watching, like, five hundred thousand episodes of GTO.
gokusen is a very touching thingymabob.

OH! uhh, thing. XD uhr. then she woke up and i woke up and we had hot asian lesbian sex (yeah, i'm trying to get hits XD) and then we watched bleach, which is HELLA good. umm, let's see. then i was like, "let's go somewhere, i really want to get up and walk around andjflaksdfas." and she said to me, "no, you can go out if you want tojfafjafjajsfkda." but we ended up walking, like, the 2 miles to starbucks XD. so we're being stupid and all of a sudden, she bursts out in this faux opera voice singing "joy to the world THE LORD HAS COME," and I started faux-opera-ing the rest of the song and then we did the rest of that verse and then we harmonized alalallalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. and then she was like, "MAN, if anyone saw us do that.." and then all of a sudden this jogger ran past us and we exchanged glances and laughed hysterically. yeah. this whole post is pretty pointless.

-random HAHA I'M WATCHING KIMI WA PETTO AND THAT BEAR WITH THE CROSS EYES REMINDS ME OF THAT TIME IN BORDERS HAHA WITH THE STUFFED ANIMALS XDDD AHAHA-

okay. and then we GOT RALPHS CARDS OMG IT'S A SIGN OF OUR ETERNAL DAMNATION PERVERSION AGNATION BUNBURYING whatever.

yeah, so we read "the importance of being earnest" and we played out the whole thing XD it was hilarious. beambitious and i relate to earnest and algernon so much XDDDD.

sorry for not eljay cutting, i just, yeah. whatever.
and why don't you have the teacake? i don't like teacake.
yo, yo, ****** lips.
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[01 Jan 2005|12:28pm]

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Getting myself admitted to a mental institution.

Get your resolution here




Yep. Thanks beambitious :OOOOOOOfjkasdfjkladf
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this shet is bananas :O [31 Dec 2004|02:56pm]
Hey, I had to pick up my grandparents from Union Station in downtown L.A. yesterday.

Okay, that's not a big deal. BUT, if you were paying attention...

FANGIRL MOMENT OGMZZSPOOGE YUME NO NAKA DEEECollapse )
AND THEN!
I went to the mall and I TOTALLY FOUND A SEX PISTOLS SHIRT THAT MONICA WOULD TOTALLY WEAR.
yeah. it's black and pink and got hiragana on it. ogmz. BUT, it was like $32 overpriced. yep. -0-

i got some shit from banana republic. yep. my mom says she wont by me anymore clothes until the end of the school year. how fun.

GOOD THING I'M PROBABLY GETTING A JOB NEXT MONTH OMG MONEY
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